i didnt lose my virginity, i know exactly who has it
I don’t like to vent too much on tumblr, more of a quote/poem type blog, but tonight just sucks. I really love my best friend. She does not realize that I would do ANYTHING to make her love me the same way. I want her to let me love her instead of push me away. She doesn’t realize that the more she pushes me away, the more I will try even harder to love her more.
If she were mine, I would treat her the way she deserves. I would spoil her and hold her when she cries. I would even die for her. Bullets don’t even scare me when it comes to her. I value her life more than my own and if death is what is calling me, then so be it.
She is my rock, my best friend, my love, my life. If all she wants to be is my best friend, I guess I’ll take that because I’d rather have a little bit of her instead of nothing at all. I just hope that she realizes that I don’t plan to go anywhere and that, if one day, on the small hope that she decides to give me the chance to love her, I will be there with open arms to catch her.